Today I would like to say Haaapppy Birthday to two of my amazing friends, Lisa and Smrita!

Heres a pic of me and Siiimeeey:

And a pic of the sexxaaay beast Lisa:

I love you guys lots and lots <3

Thats all for now, I have no idea what else to write today!

I actually need to do something so I can post about it! (:

xxx Hope

So, I actually went to church today.

The sermon was about family and stuff. But instead of me thinking about family, I thought about my friends. After all, aren't friends just the family you choose for yourself? And the pastor said something in it, about how if you bottle up all your pain and anger, that eventually its all going to come out, and your going to end up lashing out at the people you didn't want to hurt. When I heard this, I thought about how I don't talk to anybody about my problems because I don't want to lay all of my problems on them, even if they don't mind. But, by bottling it all up, and not trying to deal with it, am I inadvertently hurting my friends and family by my bad moods? I can remember a couple of times when some of my friends have tried to get me to talk about it, and I just feel like, I DONT WANT YOUR HELP. But they keep on pestering me, the good friends they are, cause they only want to know whats wrong with me. But the more they do that, the more I start thinking about it, and then I just end up yelling at them, or doing something else equally stupid/hurtful.

So is it really better to keep it all in?

Anyways, I've probably bored you all to death with this topic, so I'm gonna finish up this blog post :)


xx Hope

Yay! Second post :)

Todays post is absolutely fully dedicated to my amazing and wonderful friends :) Without them, I wouldn't survive. I might not even be here, writing this blog post today, if I didn't have them in my life.

So. Heres to my amazing friends,
Lisa (click on this to go to her AMAZING blog)
Cherish
Sponge
Smrita
Maxine
Katherine
Shay
Cassandra
Ashlina
Sarah
Tia
Priyanka
And it would take forever and a day to write the rest, but you guys know who you are :)

I am oh-so-lucky to have you all in my life, and I hope you never ever leave me, because then I would be utterly sad. haha :)

I would just like to say how much I appreciate having these amazing, gorgeous girls in my life, and of course, the awesomely epic Sponge who is not a girl, but nonetheless amazing. Thankyou for always being there for me, even when I push you away, or get into fights with you, and thankyouthankyouthankyou for trying to understand, even when you can't relate. Words cannot describe how grateful I am to have all of you in my life right now, I honestly do not think I would be here, alive, right now if it wasn't for you.

So, thankyou, and I love you all SO SO SO much <3

Please never leave me, because I don't know what I'd do if you did.

x Hope

Hey :)

So, to start off with, I'll tell you a little bit about myself (:

I'm Hope, and I'm 15 years old. I loooove to read, txt, and hang out with my friends. I am the eldest child in my family, and I have two annoying but lovable sisters.

When I was younger, I had another blog, and I was avidly passionate about, well, almost everything. Including slave labour, and buying fair trade.

I look back at that and I wonder what happened to me! I mean, now I'm older, all I can seem to think about is when I'm next going to get a top-up for my phone, what clothes I want to buy, what makeup I'm going to put on... It's kinda sad that I've lost all that passion now. I find myself growing more selfish day by day, I always want something new. But there's people out there with almost nothing. I have clothes, I'm well fed, I sleep in a bed with a roof over my head, but I still don't seem to see that I'm one of the lucky ones. Damn, I miss the younger version of Hope.

Anyways. This blog is really just going to be me going on about random stuff. I doubt anyone will read it, but you know, if someone is, enjoy :) I'm writing this for you. And for me :)

xx Hope